A poem dedicated to the lad of damsel's life.
Do you still remember when I told you about the damsel saying goodbye to her beloved lad??
Well, for the past month and weeks, the damsel was not able to move on that fast. She did not take seriously about that moving on thing? What she did for the past month was keeping on having a contact with the lad even she already knew the truth that the lad have another girl in his life ever since the start of their college life. The damsel was really martyr, fool and stupid. Sometimes, she chose not to stay inside the campus to avoid the lad or not stay in a place where most freshmen stay. However, there are still cases that only the damsel saw the lad. Even though the damsel was hurt, she still manage to contact the lad as I told you before. The damsel said that for her, they have the best conversation even they are just using a mobile texting. Her cellphone was very silent when the lad did not text her.
The damsel shows how much she cares about the lad. She always told him to go home straight right after their class and not to stay late in school. However, the lad never showed to her how much he cares for the damsel. He never even said, "you too...go home safely..."
One time, they had an activity at school. It was their charter day and everybody was required to watch the activity held by the university. The damsel told the lad that they will go home together but the lad refused. The damsel was hurt. She sent a group message saying.."what time will i go home? will i finish the show?? who damn cares if i finish this or not??" Clearly, the message was to let the lad know that the damsel will go home late. However, the lad just ask, "are you angry?" Of course, the damsel said, "nope!!! i'm not!!!" The point is that, will a gentleman do that to a girl letting her going home late without even saying, "go home early even i'll not send you home". As the damsel said, "i'm not mad, i'm just hurt".
But because of what happened, the damsel told herself the final goodbye. Maybe, if the time permit them to meet again, she'll maybe still give another half of her heart to the lad. For now, she'll move on and give herself a chance to enhance it for a better purpose in her life. To show to him that he made a mistake for not giving importance to the damsel even he told the damsel that he is not taking her for granted. Remember, "ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS".
